Quitting

So couple of days passed and right at this second I am checking how my left hand perform doing the simple task of writing. I still should avoid long sentences. It seems that the more I write with my left, the more seconds I can write with my left. Without pain. Today it took me 3 seconds. So I am dealing with 2 things: 1-write properly and 2-Not getting tired. Anyhow I am now dealing with how should I hold the pen! It's f*cking hard anyway.

Why the hell did I start this stupid experiment? I don't care what is going to happen when I lose my right hand. I will deal with it by then.